School;

september 16

12:38pm

I didn't go to school today and I have no clue why. I had so much to do today. I had a fucking presentation for mythology, an english essay to type, and fucking return my books to the library. This sucks asshole. I'm so shit out of luck today. Jesus. Oh well, there is always tomorrow right? NO. I'm fucking done. I'm all "KSDJALKFDLAJ FUCK!" I need to do some reading to calm me down. I'll edit later.


4:08pm

I found out who the kid was that got hit by a car last night. I still don't feel bad for him, at all. Like, is it cruel for me to say that I don't care that he's dying. It is after all his fault. He shouldn't have been running across the highway if cars were coming. His fault.


6:51pm

I realized I want to die. I don't care how, but I realized I want to. I don't want to now, but in some point in my life, I want to die. I want to die a cool way where everyone would remember me. Not by getting shot or sleeping, too many people die that way. I want to die from being dropped off a cliff or sharks eating me. I think it'd be real scary, but if it gets people to remember me, it's be cool. I mean, I have this feeling if I died right now, nobody in Altoona would notice. Ha, nobody. Kind of funny, eh?



september 17


I'm SO fucking pissed at mom. Honestly, she is probably has never pissed me off this much before. I cannot fucking stand her right now.

FUCKING.
I fucking hate niggers. They're so fucking damn disrespectful. THIS IS MY FUCKING HOUSE AND YOU NEED TO FUCKING RESPECT ME AND LISTEN TO ME. IT'S MY FUCKING HOUSE! WHEN I SAY GET THE FUCK OUT, GET THE FUCK OUT. YOU'RE NOT FAMILY TO ME, YOU ARE FAMILY TO MY COUSINS. GET THE FUCK OUT!