For Towle.

I'm making this blog for Towle. She's amazing and I love her. She's my best friend and she means the world to me.

kay, a little about Towle.


Name: Taylor
Age: SHE'LL BE 16. :D
Location: My vag?


Kay, that's all you need to know about her. You might take her away from me.



Okay, so today was horrible.
^^

First, I looked shitty going to school. Got there, ignored by someone, didn't grow balls to talk to someone, horrible horrible. Got home, it was chill.
Soon, got into a HUGE fight with Brazil. Cried for a long time[stillcrying].
(:


i'm okay now.
i'm making this blog for towle.
i'll post one everyday?


Edit: I've decided to edit this and make it more wordy.


So first, Right now I feel super shitty so I'm just going to type out how I feel.

I feel:


-used.
-forgotten.
-upset.
-ugly.
-fat.
-horrible.
-lonely.
-unwanted.
-gross.
-queer.
-chalant [new favorite word.]


Those are all how I feel.

Reasons:

-Fighting with people.
-Crying.
-Nobody is here but me.
-Upset.
-School.
-Stress.
-Self-esteem.

I don't know anymore what to do. I'm so caught up with other things I don't see what I have so great in front of me. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't understand why I let people get to me. It's not that easy not to let them get to me. I tried making a blog before, but I never kept up with it so then Towle convinced me to make one for her. Her and I don't talk much anymore and it's real depressing 'cause she's one of my best friends and super important to me. I lover her more than I've ever loved anyone in my life. I guess that adds on to why I'm feeling so low. I don't know. Haha. This is dragging on to be real lame.

Kay, fo'real.
LATA.