it felt so sweet.

Maria Mena. (:


Uh, not much to blog about besides the fact I dislike this lady a lot to where I think it might be hate and I stopped believing in hate awhile ago. Everyone knows I never downgrade anyone because I'm a sweetheart, but when it comes to this lady, I only speak the truth and the truth happens to be pathetic.


nik and i are talking again.<3
josh and i are talking again.
tom and i are kind of talking again.


i miss kylee
and sheep.
):


i will meet andrew in 15 days. (:

i might work down at a tj maxx in south carolina.
i'm going to miss my job.


lol, k this was a fail post.

Feb 14th

is our moving date.

goodbye altoona.

365 photos.

ruined.

i haven't taken a picture in almost a week since i left my camera at sheeps house.
oh well.
i fail at life.

update!

I've been playing xbox live again like heroin when i'm not at work. (:

I've been so much like shit because of a certain someone. I don't like being pushed into doing something I don't want to do but because I'm a stupid pushover, I do and then I feel like complete shit because it's the lowest thing to do ever. Honestly, I can't handle this pain but like, it's hard to tell that person how I feel because I'm not use to the attention this person gives me and like, I don't know, it's hard. And like, usually I'm completely honest with everyone, but I can't be honest with him about some things, it makes me sick. The way this person makes me feel is actually worse than how I felt before. I honestly want to get away from this person and that is why I'm glad I'm moving. This person makes me so sick to my stomach I don't have the heart to tell them I'm done. :/

I'm going to miss a lot of people when I move, but I'm still going to be friends with them all because they all had a part in making me who I am today. I saw Joey for the first time in months yesterday, and I sooo bad wanted to give him the biggest hug ever but freaking, he was working and I didn't want to be like "Hey Monster, give me a hug!" But next time I see him, I don't care where it is, I'm getting the biggest hug ever from him, no lie. <3

Jaleesa, I'm going to miss her more than words can explain. I still want to be sooo close when I move, but she doesn't think we will be. And I love her till death, she is one of my best friends and like, I honestly could not see my life without her anymore. Yeah, a lot of shit happened between us in the past, but that's the past not now. Jaleesa and I use to be inseparable and now we're still close but now like we use to be. I'm going to miss her soooooooo much.
:/





I GOT A KITTEN!
WOOO.
:D

This time we're keeping her.
Meet Patience aka Baby.

i haven't...

really posted about what has been going on, so here it goes.


Matt is a liar and I don't deal with liars.
Kristy and I are friends again. (:
I'm working a lot.
I'm gaining weight.
Luis and I are unofficial, again. (don't know who he is, don't worry about it. (: )
I haven't really talked to amber in awhile, i should do that.
I'm addicted to Xbox again.
I started 365 photos.
My mom and I are best friends, finally.
I move in one month.
My hair is growing in lovely. (:
I'm working a lot.
I'm sleeping less.
I'm addicted to Maria Mena.
I'm spoiling my mom and brother with materialistic things.
I've matured to a level I am unsure of.


Yeah.
(:


kay, ima go listen to Maria Mena and upload pictures to flickr.

goodbye 2008, hello 2009

(:


new years resolutions:

- get to south carolina.
- get GED
- meet amber
- meet kylee
- 365 photos [i'll have link for that soon]
- Forgive and Forget.
- Laugh when it's not needed.
- Be overall a new happy person. (:






moo.