2 days

till 365
:D

Also;

It's been on my shoulders for the past few weeks that it's not the fact that I don't like anyone or want to date it's the fact that I can't get over him and I still have a lot of love for him in my heart. Like, no matter how hard I try to get over him I can't. And It's hard to move on to something I've been fighting to get over for a year. It's harder than it seems. I don't know. I'm kind of really happy that I still consider myself being in love with him because I know the fact I wont get hurt anymore if I just stick to him. I don't know.

This is a FAIL Post.

Oh jeez. :/

"She only has 6 to 9 months to live"

That is what Mema said about my cousin, Alora's mom.
I called my mom to tell her to call mema and she made me tell her so I did and my mom started crying. She's like, " You better not be lying to me "
And I was like " I'm not! Mema told me. "


I can't show emotion.
:/

i feel okay...

is when i'm in your arms.

:3


i love this song.
anyway...


i love my life.
:D
it's gotten so much better in the past month than it ever has. it's been amazing. i only miss xbox. ):

i want to play gears again!
;~;

i've been

hanging with sheep a lot lately.
(:

it's fun.
she makes me love my life.
:D


i hate boys.
boys are bogus.
:D


im so done!
but oh well, shit happens.
i love to smile!
:D

im in a good mood.

k, anyway, baii

I haven't posted much

I've been really stressed and busy with work.
:/


Oh well, I'll post soon again.
I'm moving here in about a month.
I love it. It makes me extremely happy that I'm running away.

i love you.

it's in fact love.
(:

day 1

boring.
filled out paper work and stuff.
(:


today i work at the fitting rooms.
:D

woo.
retail!
lol.
i'm such a dork.