You show nothing of it, Kylie. I mean, we went through so much, but it's okay, I wasn't expecting the fact that you didn't care I was leaving the state and never coming back. It's okay that you're never online to talk to me. It's okay that you think I was avoiding you when you know I had work and I was packing and shit, and don't even say I was avoiding you because I was the only one putting effort into talking to you because I care about you, but it looks like that's only one way. You obviously don't care about me. This is not causing drama, well I don't see how it is, I see it's just a person venting about her feelings because you don't ever fucking want to her it. I thought we were close friends and always going to be friends, but I guess I was wrong. It's pathetic. I honestly wasted so much time on you. I had better things to do, but I picked you, I picked you out of all the things I could have been doing. I was offered so many things, but I choose you instead because you're one of my only friends in Altoona, but looks like I was wrong about that. Looks like we weren't even friends. And I called you a lot, and yet you ignore my phone calls. I put so much effort into talking to you, and you put shit! SHIT, KYLIE! I tried so fucking hard to make this work, and yet you were too fucking involved around the fucking internet. I mean, honestly, I thought I was bad with the internet, but that's all you fucking do. We don't have fun anymore because you're life consist of the internet and doing nothing. It's a shame that you don't even have an imagination anymore.
I'm done with bullshit. Altoona is a fucking pit of hell. The only people good in Altoona is my family, kristy, jaleesa, and fucking nichole and justin. I'm glad I'm leaving. I'll never have to fucking frown again.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
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1) I ALWAYS made time for you. I would always have you stay at my house for days in a row. I would even set aside days that I could hang out with you and only you, because I knew you hated the fact that I have other friends besides you. I would always try and help you with all your drama. But yeah, I forgot that doing those things makes someone a bad friend!
2) I did care that you were leaving. We planned a day that you were off work and weren't doing anything. Some lady was taking you to get your paycheck, and you told me you would get a ride over here after that. You never showed up, and you avoided me until the next day. And when you started talking to me the next day, you didn't even mention that situation at all, until I asked. AND THEN we were supposed to hang out again after that. Again, you didn't have work or anything. And instead of getting ahold of me and saying that you couldn't hang out, you just avoided me.
3) After avoiding me like that TWICE, you would have to be CRAZY to think that I would completely cancel all of my plans that I made with other people, just to hang out with you.
4) Okay, first you said "you're never online to talk to me" and then further down in the paragraph, you say that I'm always on the internet? Not sure how that made sense, BUT AGAIN..I can't be online to talk to you ALL the time. I do have things to do, Quart.
5) But then you contradicted that and said I'm on the internet all the time? I'm not the one who only has online friends that I never met in person, Quart. The only time I get on is to do schoolwork, and occasionally I'll talk to a few people online while I'm doing it, and check a few things. My life doesn't consist of doing nothing, even though that might be nice sometimes. My life consists of school, planning my future, friends, family, lots of other things. My entire life cannot revolve around you, Quart.
Oh wait.
You might not have contradicted yourself, I think I get what you're trying to say.
Basically, that I'm never online to talk to you. But, whenever we hang out, then I'm on the internet the whole time?
Well, that is because whenever we are not hanging out, I have other things to do.
But when we ARE hanging out, you never want to do anything.
We can't go anywhere or hang out with anyone else, because it pisses you off that I have other friends than you.
You just sit on my couch and watch TV.
So yes, when we are hanging out, then I am on the internet the whole time.
And by the way,
If you really just wanted to "vent,"
then you would've wrote this in a private journal.
You only do these things for attention, Quart.
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