things you don't know.

I copied taylor.


-I'm only 5'5" and a half, when I've been telling people I'm5'6".
-I say I don't lie, but I lie, sorry.
-I fall "in love" way to easy.
-I've been in the hospital before for attempted suicide.
-I honestly do keep secrets.
-I haven't had a real hug from anyone in longer than four months.
-I suffer from social anxiety at times, it doesn't control my life anymore.
-I use to be on a lot of medication, but I've stopped.
-I make too many mistakes.
-I'm not comfortable with my body.
-If I could, I'd run away just to be with you.
-I still love you even though you hate me, you will always have a spot in my heart.
-My mom works at Wendys, I'm not embarrassed anymore.
-I don't like thinking about the future, it scares me.
-I don't see a future ahead of me.
-I think about death, A LOT.
-I only laugh to make me feel like I'm happy.
-I once thought that if I made a loud noise while my mom was asleep she'd die.
-I never made loud noises.
-I'm a virgin.
-I'm can not say I've never drank.
-I can say I've never smoked.
-I use to collect stuffed animals.
-I wish I was happier.
-I hate losing friends.
-I hate being alone.
-I think you're selfish.
-I will not say things to you face for the fear of hurting you.
-I know people don't read this, but it helps me get things off my chest.
-Music saved my life plenty times.
-Secretly, I've wanted to become a writer but I don't anymore.
-Sharks use to be my favorite animals.
-CC is the only person who knows absolutely everything about me. She's a stuffed cow.
-I'm real clingy and I know it, but I wont do anything about it.
-I can be vain sometimes.
-I once thought I was cute.
-Now, I find myself repulsive.
-I want to marry a Spartan.
-I'm not black, white, nor mexican, so stop calling me it. I'm lithuanian, get it right.
-I've never been in a serious relationship that wasn't long distance.
-The boy who I gave my everything to ended up being a girl.
-I cry a lot.
-You are the biggest asshole I've ever met.
-My brother will always and forever be my rolemodel.
-Even if he smokes pot and has started drinking, he's perfect in my eyes.
-I have never been told I was cute by a boy to my face.
-I starve for attention.
-I once considered myself a stalker.


That's it for now.
:/